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X No.40 2012

X No.39 2012

X No.38 2012

Princess Elizabeth in Her wedding dress, November 1947

X No.37 2012

X No.25 2012

X No.24 2012

XXX 2007

XXX 2006

Avatar Dump Redux

I realize I already did a post like this but I found a few more profile images in my crypt and so, like everything else, they're getting added as PROOF I WAS HERE.

Magyar Józanság Jelképe 2012

N.I.P. 2012

A Few Songs

1. Ready To Go • Republica 5:01
2. Caught by the Fuzz • Supergrass 2:17
3. Stupid Marriage • The Specials 3:51
4. Janitor • Suburban Lawns 2:31
5. Dropkick the Punks • The Faint 2:29
6. Somebody's Gonna Get Their Head Kicked In Tonight • The Rezillos 1:56
7. Tear The Place Up • Skunk Anansie 3:00
8. Circumstance Laughing • Translator 4:19
9. 6 Underground • Sneaker Pimps 3:54
10. Gas Line • The Plugz 2:46
11. Walkabout • The Sugarcubes 3:48
12. Prisoners • The Vapors 2:55
13. Sick Of It • The Primitives 3:12
14. You're The One For Me, Fatty • Morrissey 2:58
15. Sari • Nellie McKay 3:27
17. Sgt. Rock (Is Going To Help Me) • XTC 3:56
18. Victory • PJ Harvey 3:16
19. Vanessa • Marion 3:59
20. I'm So Attractive • The Photos 3:42
21. Sleepflower • Manic Street Preachers 4:52
22. What We Do Is Secret • The Germs 0:42
23. Rhythm of Cruelty • Magazine 3:06
24. He's Not A Boy • The Like 2:35
25. Helicopter • Bloc Party 3:40


1. Patriarch On A Vespa • Metric 4:33
2. Asteroid • Killing Joke 3:25
3. The Hungry Wolf • X 3:47
4. Here & Now • Letters To Cleo 3:39
5. Sunday Papers • Joe Jackson 4:21
6. All This Time • Klanguage 3:21
7. But I'm Different Now • The Jam 1:51
8. The Santa Barbara Affair • Josie Cotton 3:38
9. Bandages • Hot Hot Heat 3:37
10. Mayhem • Imelda May 2:45
11. Sleepwalk • Ultravox 3:13
12. Ten Feet Of Snow • The Action Design 3:47
13. Toddler Hiway • They Might Be Giants 0:26
14. Connection • Elastica 2:21
15. He'd Send In The Army • Gang of Four 4:25
16. Father Ruler King Computer • Echobelly 2:41
17. Love Grenade • The Cavedogs 3:38
18. Eat Your Heart Up • The Blow 2:15
19. Radio Noise • Billy Clone & The Same 2:14
20. Give It To The Dog • Bandit Queen 3:46
21. London Loves • Blur 4:15
22. Action & Drama • Bis 2:30
23. Slice of Life • Bauhaus 3:45
24. Private Life • Choir Invisible 3:26

X Musetta Vander 2012

Selfish people usually insist on having things their own way at the expense of others. The need to impose getting one’s way over others is an unreal attitude and expectation that sets other people off against them. When the person with narcissistic tendencies doesn’t get what he or she wanted, he feels devalued. Since they cannot tolerate the feelings of fear, hurt, anxiety, helplessness and despair, they defend against them. They deny and rationalize their own contribution to the problems to preserve their own internal fantasy of being all good and right. People with narcissistic tendencies have errors in thinking which prevents them from seeing things how they are from both sides of the picture. Not wanting to feel bad inside, they build defenses such as denial, repression and a strong need to be right. When the person has severe traits, they can feel an increase in self-esteem when they get what they want and feel no remorse or justify their using others. John Masterson called this rigid type of thinking a “Swiss Cheese Brain” with holes in the brain and mind where good common sense and conscience should be. Some even get a sense of feeling superior when they get their way or make others feel bad. This is the dynamic underlying bullying. (See my video, It’s not Okay to Feel Good by Making Others Feel Bad at http://www.angriesout.com/ to understand this dynamic.) When hurting others becomes a hook into feelings self-satisfaction, the narcissism takes an ugly turn. There is a cost to this false sense of self-esteem. People who abuse and bully others end up being lonely because others do not want to be around them. People with narcissistic behavior cannot handle criticism in any way and feel that they are being made wrong. . They are supersensitive to criticism and either attack the other person or they leave the scene. This blaming the person who gives criticism helps the person with narcissistic defenses avoid feeling guilt, shame and depression but it also keeps them from taking responsibility for learning from their mistakes and ultimately from growing up. They can pout and give the silent treatment or hold grudges. This combination of these defenses that distort reality often set them up for failure in partnerships. When the narcissistic traits are too severe and causes havoc in the lives of others, there is a disorder. Narcissistic Personality Disorder happens when a person’s outlook is so distorted to the extent that they do not see reality as it is and cannot see the needs of other people. These people are the takers of the world leaving pain and destruction in their wake. If their behavior is left unchecked, they become con artists, manipulators, sociopaths and dictators. Without empathy for others, people with narcissistic personality disorders can irrationally justify and rationalize their hurtful and unlawful behaviors and may become sexual predators. Family members who have sex with children always have some element of narcissism seeing others as objects that are available for their own sexual satisfaction. High intelligence coupled with a lack of empathy and remorse for hurting others is a dangerous combination for family members. With extreme narcissistic behaviors, the diagnosis may be a sociopath personality disorder.

X's in the Sidewalk 2011

Nun Sweet No.4 2011

X's of Tower Grove Park 2010

I just found these files left over from my last week in St. Louis back in early February with snow everywhere and me walking around through Tower Grove Park really early in the morning and snapping pictures of the cross-braces that support the railing on the bridges that they have there.

Favorite Things (2009)

Stocksucker (2009)

Well, these seem to be increasing both in number and randomness.

Obviously I'm having fun, though, so please kindly hold all criticism until after I'm bored with doing these.

Furthermore (2009)